I’m tired, very tired, and I don’t feel shame on feeling too much hate inside of me. I’ve been living a life that was not mine, I was just pretending to be what everyone expected, I’m tired, I’m bored and I’m angry.

Everyone takes parts of me, but none is willing to give me a real chance. A true fact is that some words can help, some others can make you go crazy, and I’ve already heard them. They just became the best at tumbling down every thought that I ever had. I had great dreams, now they are banishing upon homework and thoughts that I never wished for.

I’m with a full tank of hate, much of this hate is against me, and I like it, because it can make me do things that no one ever expected, not even me. This hate is giving me a great momentum, I’m getting higher on life, and more hate against my will is building up. This is great!

Finally I’m getting something for me.